Ive been working on a children book (in flash its the only program that lets you create freely) im constantly trying to get published and noticed ive become a weirdo.
first of all i have to get up before 9 but i cant set an alarm, if i get up anytime after 9 i cant work, if im working up by an alarm i cant work, if i dont leave the house at 3:30 to get something to drink (regardless of anything to drink been in the fridge or if im thirsty) i cant work.
Its like theres a part of me that doesn't wont to work which is worrying because its taken me two years to pluck enough courage to approach publishers (fear of failing) please tell me theres someone out there that has this problem aswell.
Sqeezy
i can never work anymore.. i lost all my motivation. the only time I can get myself to start drawing its when on amphetamines. lol. though ill see a therapist now to cure the depressions. but mmh I guess youre not alone, a low working spirit is well awful. goodluck
Frogcloset
I found listening to songs you know all the words too helps.
you end up not noticing that its playing and you end up in a world of your own.
that and beer (lashings of beer)